risky perjury

of shattered stars
that
they mock hard-nosed
this my anguish of metal

silently involuntary screams
of bitter tears
torture
the horizon off
of this gaze of mine
so absent
which he seeks in vain
the lost Eldorado
of a kiss
which is slow in arriving

morbid loneliness
of a lifetime
which is not life
kills a smile
on the mouth of nowhere
....
happiness never born
for fear
to compromise
with foresight
of a sweet revenge
to be enjoyed
- all in one breath -
in your eyes
of stormy sky

I stagger
stupidly obsessed
from that angel without wings
is
I dive destroyed
in this kissed heart of mine
stoically determined
to refuse love
in the most bleak hope
to be pardoned
from that crazy dance
without time without rhythm
of a brain
in an explosion of alluring suggestions

oh chained soul
breaks with vehemence
this rusty yoke
that binds to melancholy lies
this body of mine
corrupt and corroded
from that betrayal
long an eternity
,,, a death foretold!
oh pale soul
dive in please
with arrogance of purpose
in the most absurd desire
of a warm breath
that you caress barbarously
with a casual frenzy of art
these sleeping senses of mine
in constant research
of a two-part truth
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